Welcome home

What I wanted from this man
Is what God wanted from me
I wanted consistent communication
God wanted consistent prayer
I wanted to be exclusive with this man
God wanted me to be an exclusive  woman of God
I wanted him to appreciate me
And God wants that from me
Even when this man left
Even when I left (my moral campus)
I wanted this man back
God wanted his prodigal daughter back
And so I prayed for him
When really I needed to pray for me
I longed for him rest in my body and call it home
God longed for me to be a part of his body(the church) and for me to call it home

For he is a jealous God
And I am a jealous girl
I saw him with another
God saw me with this man
I ended it
He ended it

And on my first day back in church
The message was
Welcome Home


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